Form

verse 1
(which one is the real you?)
neither fragments
nor planets or nothing where the money in the mask slips
exploiting me with a chemical accident

beauty is a beast with no sense of its own requirements
I'll never fall asleep but My jaw has finally stopped grinding

the perception is so perilous
window in my whereabouts
afraid of my ability
terrorizing my failure

disembodied voices that I'll never respond to
static in the radio
burning up in a car

bodies on the staircase
a type of sacrament offering
gore puzzle locking
scared of my sense of mockery

stock in life plummets
but I won't buy it a casket
a picture of me forms
covered in skin and laughing

no matter if we crush our fingers
clasped in a hold
we still trip in puddles of glass
and Ash all we know

(what do you believe in?)

something about our love
requires a blood masterpiece
yet Everything I am
seems nothing of what I had to be

she can carry wounded
and I'll stick to the harmful
we both leave our marks
but I'm wary of sharkskin

feel my tunnel light death beams
furthering the facade
the ID behind the due process

cleanliness to godliness
Goddexx doesn't know cleanliness
chaos in this dream
so I might leave some remnants

of teeth in your palms
perfect for this occasion
catch me caring for gluttony
subsisting on starvation

seeds in my arrogance
pupils wide and defiant
whether I am the room
or the body smashed in the sides

I contemplate paradoxes
ferrying romance
to death as a slow craze

she feels her reach stumble in me
grasping for my sense
but never have known pain

you can keep pushing daisies
none of them are buttons
but I am your cocaine

I have left here willingly
no matter your objections
the fuck of it all raised

reach into the voidlust
fingers out nails clipped
dirt speaks
ribs open
deep into the fetishism

pulse is a deer Hunter
bred in the dead of winter
I kiss your fanaticism
fuck you into submission

you moan and writhe nasty
then kick me off of your body
I fall to my death in the streets
of the cross walking


verse 2

(are you a boy or a girl?)
I'm the 4x4 room
centerfold she lies nude
she picks brightly colored branches
and a half blood moon
fear is snails in a sandbox
scars and a broken handle
her body is a shift
and revolt of the numb and narrow
spit bile nauseous
fantasies of being pregnant
birth as a delivery
malnourished by a placenta
bite over umbilical
shape of an empty snake
extends to the infinite
blood on the screaming infant
color flashed crib
elastic flesh over ribs
expands in the vision
the acid just thrown in
I've sat beneath disfigured
body light brass ornaments
god's mirrors come alive
when my best begats hornets
swallow melting curvature
pray onto the surface
meal worms in my mandy
exploding beside curtains

Everything I wanted is dead and the bone charcoal
my center is with peace So I burst with such violence

she is working thru my veins
of salt and my will iron
even Harmony has a day
when the kloch must be rewinded

Idle At The Red light

I want to pour loneliness on you
syrup like thick from a lifetime in basements
the towers transmute us
I used to see limelights
and bent figure eights but

you are so beautiful broken
digesting the lifetime that I kept in secrets
rinds on the sand where we walk
reminders that I am the half
that dissolves on your beaches

every word that I lift
breaking its wings
to your ears in the current
stumbling fear in the houses abandoned
but yet you still enter to kiss all the furniture

somebody's dead and the system
that they left behind is creating
this self hate
just know that I can be healed
if you merge with my broken heart
guide me to safety

growing in maws that have eaten
every dead whale was once a great feeder
I am the parasite fate wasn't bleeding
catch me like fungus in mouths of the preachers

our rooms in the insect breeding
desperate for touch
and breath in foundations
giving birth on the ceiling
stuck in the cream
I'll scream out your name

I dream of your fingers inside me
fucking me slow and bent at an angle
soothing my loneliness I beg and burden
I want to be yours
I cry as we tangle

I'll break your legs if I have to
the void in me shrieking to trap you
interlocked digits of you are divine
solitude flowers I'm praying for rapture

we tear off the night back desperate
I strip my skin like a dress
giving you my beating breasts
the wolves circle snarling
protecting my essence

verse 2
centipedes scraping crawl out
climbing on top of the ends of my arrogance
every corner she grasps
a million of wasps
lays eggs in my terror I cherish

I need to be hers
but I'm needles
I'm freezing
in moments
and pinning on closeness
collapsing
it's eco
it's fragile
I doubt she
can heal me
the bridges
I burn come without her


love is allergic I'm swelling
her blood is the distance
the difference compelling
where have I been before now?
I'm so frightened wolf in the weeds
of the mouth before skeletons
she is so patient with cracking my ribs
grabbing for atrial ends to the center
I sacrifice memories made from my happiness
chase to the empty that lies at my pleasure
I run to the water's reflection
directionless
immerse my empty infection
cursing my beauty and stare
get lost till I starve
and wish for my death sentence

















chorus:
you're so good
at starving
grab the ghost
she can't wait to hold you
after us
but you push and scar her
till she's gone
don't you dare forgive us
after all